Well it finally hit today, least for a little while.
Everything sort of crashed down on me today. It took everything in me to keep from breaking down and crying. I know I am better without him. But it still hurts. Today we would have been flying to Germany today. He is posting selfies on Facebook, friends are asking if I was going too. He keeps messaging me, saying if I need anything to shoot him a message. I don't want to need anything from him. Not after what he did.
I don't think anyone knows really outside of family, least the family here in the states. I can only imagine what his family in Germany will say.
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